Saturday, February 7, 2009
when you ask me why....
breaking up ain't easy thats the reason why i took 3 years to decide...i have to say3 years is a very long time...
i did my best to maintain our relationship but i fail to continue...lets just say...i let him down....i let his mum down i let his parents down...
i find it hard to explain for a simple reason why i broke up...the reason is straightfoward but it makes it sound like i've got other motives...
hmmm.....during this 3 years i look at the differences and the similarities we shared..ok....we have more diffrences then similarities....so why on earth do i still continue to be with him?its because i find that we can work through our problems and resolve it amicably...well..it happens but after a while we were both selfish....found it hard to give in....hard to understand...and what makes it worst is that we always have communication problem.....i thought this long and hard...call me mean or whatever you like but listen....its my life my decision...my relationship with him has more tears then smiles...
thats how i remember it by....we have the whole lifetime to make a decision,but we cannot afford to regret my decision....frankly...i do not regret my decision to be with him in the 1st place...life is a learning journey...now i know what to expect in my life....
and after a while i came out with this phrase..."as long as u want something you'll work hard for it and if not you won't" ok....why do i say this?well...i just can see obviously we both have change and its hard to be back again...it will never be the same again...
if his my soulmate...i'm sure we'll be again somehow...so seriously..there's nothing
to be afraid about....
the lady
3:27 AM
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