Thursday, December 18, 2008
i'm pissed but its ok...
wat shud i do???i noe dat im an irritatin person..but...look...wats d diff...u n i r d same...but...i juz duno wat i shud do..i'm stuck in a rut..no way i can't change my personality...i juz can'tat al...its hard......dif...wel...i'm hapi...dat weneva i fil down i noe i can count on my bf..fam...frenz....colleagues...whoeva...i'm not alone animre...i'm lovin myself...nt lyk 2 or 8 years ago...i'm getin fattr n i dun mind it at al...i'm havin fun..n datz al i cre about nobdy can giv u hapiness unless u belive in it...n seize d mmnt...i fil beta wen i c my baby newphew...well...babies bring joy in ur...lyf....how tru... :)
the lady
8:24 PM
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Thursday, December 11, 2008
i suffered shits 4 d past few days....cuz i had 2 cover my colleague's schedule...ashiq...hey...i'm not sure...if im coverin 4 u...but hu noes ryt...hpe u enjoyed ur trip....heard ur colourful story about india....lov d composition...hw u expressed it in words...hopefully..i wun lose my touch in compositions...yeah...sum1 at work tekan me lyk im in boot camp...it hurts...rili...i wun mention dat person's name but u should naw hu...i bought a 2 litre ice cream tub n finshd it in 2 or 3 days...dat eased a lil tension in me...i was near breakin point...wen i remembered dat i've made a few frenshp dat is as beautiful as a portrait in an art musuem...as colourful as a rainbow...lots of spice n sugar..i never tot i wud say diz..but i kinda stayed on bcuz of chris...my kinndest...trainer...aka colleague...i guez u wud agree wif me readily..if u were 2 work wif him...ashiq i noe u agree wif me..chris saves d day...wif his beaming smile...not 2 4gt...dez joy...u...wen shuai-ge...gede...hahax...doh he dun tok much...anuar...n a new gal...4gt her name oh...shes so cute...hahax...chris said i'm a lesbian...wah...he bully me....:( ....no lah...juz kidin...but i can't rmb al d peeps name der....but 2 doz hu shared n covered,taught me i wana say..u'l b rmb in my heart....hmmph...as i was sayin i made sum nemesis at work...a few hu likes 2 pick on d newcomers alot...lyk last fri,my colleague picked on me lyk shit...i noe i made sum mistakes...i'm new n i apologised i have butter fingers...alwas dropn stufs....so i'm sori...but it hurts wen i got scoldd al d way...n u weren't scoldn odas xcpt me...
i reli wantd 2 leave der n den...i've rciv so many complaints n such...but i tried not 2 lose my cool...i hung on till chris came...almoz immediately..i lit up..i new my world wil b beta wen u came...he stared me in d eyes..n asked me what's wrong????? ur eyes....were so sincere.... thanks..u made d lyf at work...a beta place...dat i can sincerely smile 4rm d bottom of my heart...thanx 4 bein such a big bro 2 me...sob...sob....tanx alot...[note:darling dun gt d wrg idea k].....well thx dat was indid my 1st longest job....its bitterswit...i'l mis u guys...d gd guys...hahax...signin out...
the lady
2:02 AM
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Monday, December 8, 2008
so tired!!!!!!!!!
I'm so tired lyk hell...d whole week i've 2 work from 8 to 2 pm...
ytd,was boring enuf...i had so much shit recently...i'm missin my gal pals... i hav'nt sin dem in a while....kkkkk...i;ve nutin much 2 write...cuz im so tired...
the lady
10:53 PM
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Sunday, December 7, 2008
y does it happen on d eve of raya????!!!
URGH!!!damn...........things been so ruf diz days......juz wana cry..
the lady
8:19 PM
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my past is hunting me...
I duno wat 2 do...last nyt i had a sudden flashback of my past d reason 2 my misery...hw shud i put it??luckily i hav short term memory loss..so..i can't rili recal wat was my misery like until last nyt...i suferd 4rm a nervous breakdown...wat shud i do....wen now i can c d person hu is hunting me..????!!!!!
the lady
3:32 AM
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